botticelli spinoza

After the neutrons are gone

charlesluskin — Sat, 19 Nov 2011 18:30:30 +0000

Winds were blowing from all directions today even inside the house! The warm wind of nostalgia eminating outwards like urine in a pool, or the strangely comforting self-loathing wind sphincterizing my soul. The invigorating breeze of desire! Yes to yes– one thousand times yes! The gale of yes. It spawns all of these lesser flows and yet remains truly elusive to me. I fear I am afraid of yes. Will this make sense in a week’s, a month’s time? Maybe. I am always spiralling in the doldrums of maybe or not yet or tomorrow. I think I have to be young when I am young. I tried to be old too soon!

Wishing you the best,

COL

P.S. Mostly I want to be weird!

Somethin New (But not so much really) REALLY NEW! (once again not so much) NEEW!

charlesluskin — Sat, 06 Nov 2010 03:52:07 +0000

Hold the pot on and play the Casino!

Prisoner 5

–ear to god I will murder your who—…—ut them and fee—. . . . –et me motherfuckers!

“Jessica, William, Martin, Ernesto, Cloverdale, Laser, Big Laser, “Billy” Two Tone, Margret Thatcher, Herman Klondike, Fish, Timothy, Nantucket, Fish 2, Black Panther (Rico), Murdertron, Titanic String Quartet, Horst, Amanda, Phoebe, Papyrus, Grundelbert, Aleman Malévola, Charles Barkley (three over par), Miss Marple, Whoopi Goldberg (wendigo), Cardinal Richelieu (Point Guard), Pepto B, Pappy Tank (Offensive Coordinator), Crunch Steak, Randolph, Slap shot, A-Bomb (not a team player), Freddie (Rear Guard), Gummy, Capt. Farnsworth (Commander), Cmdr. Hoople (captain), The Seeper, 4 , Baywatch, Hamilcar, Cloverdale Mk.II (chest buster), Sex cartoon (Your No Tastes So Sweet), Zeus (suspended on yellows)”

NOT GU–

Well maybe thats not the right way to proceed. Lets take a tossed salad approach. Here is one for all you history buffs out there:

An Afternoon

The muddy doves followed their mother.
They hop! Over damp wood
in the shadows
to the dazzling white beyond
the awning.

The sun hugs the ground softly.
With infinite patience
I watched them swerve
from fear while waiting for
my father.

Difficult (Bake 2)

Sprint-jocked sand smoothed bin truth group. Pat fuzz D troupe switch quick shut then sure paternalistic spastic plastic shin gear half hard inspects reflects dark goose horn do. Scat the spun fern shy shrew through spikes bite sheep flowing Hubbard man shedding spar syrup blood spindly mound trains. Spare hairy ice bud harping pike chase dove hymens banquets vitriolic shave gyration. Lifted fight delight byway glue bones rumping hand instant bad a jello swish worm food blue.

Oh Shizz!

charlesluskin — Wed, 03 Nov 2010 14:41:54 +0000

I did this thing but now its a thang. But this thang could easily turn into a disgustang form, abject narcissasm. Whach wall at become? Ats ilreidy stooots.